This feeling, I can describe it, it’s the feeling of you being so close to what you really makes you happy, you reach your arm out and realize it’s just barely outta reach. That’s how I feel. And it’s fucking agonizing. There are things in life you just never will be good enough for. I wish I was good enough..

1 day ago
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I don’t have a fear of commitment. I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up. I screw things up, especially with people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I want to be close, I get confused. I don’t understand all of it, but I keep pushing because I hope this thing, this universe, there’s no way that I’m the only person out there who wants something this bad, if I want it, someone else out there must too.

And that’s the last one. No more from me. Goodbye

6 days ago
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Wtf… What do I do now

6 days ago
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It’s been quite a few months what will it feel like

6 days ago
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You’d be surprised what small, everyday things can lift us out of despair. But nobody can do it for you. You’re the one who has to watch for the open door.
Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (via psych-facts)
6 days ago
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Wth you don’t even know how much I want to talk to you.

2 days ago
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Like really don’t want this and I should’ve said that yesterday when I had the chance…

4 days ago
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